Ponder

Have you ever felt that you need to let go of something although you really don't want to?
Or that you need to do this thing in order to move on but your mind refuses to allow you that?

Well, that's my current predicament.
You see, I mentioned in my previous blog post that I got a job right?
Well, you know, for a student, a job is never permanent, unless you don't want to continue studying anymore.
The thing is, I want to continue studying, but I've grown so extremely attached to my job at the hotel that I find it hard to tell my supervisors that I want to resign.

TT_____TT

Plus the fact that although sometimes they are the biggest dicks on Earth, they do care about their colleagues a lot.

Take today for example, my supervisor was trying to get me to have my break:

Supervisor: Yvette, go have your break.
Me: No, its okay, I'm not hungry.

-10 minutes later-

Supervisor: Yvette, you don't want your break ah?
Me: No, it's okay. I don't want it.
Supervisor: Go la. Later everyone think I never give you break
Me: No la, I'll be fine.

-25 minutes later-

Supervisor: Go ah, or you wanna go later?
Me: I go later bah..
Supervisor: Okay, then later the manager can take over you..

-5 minutes later-

Supervisor: You on a diet ah Yvette?

=_= well that was kinda unexpected, but really lo, I have no time for breaks. Each time I want to take a break a new booking comes in or someone wants to check in or someone came to pick up their luggage.

Also the fact that I don't want to eat dinner all by myself like a sad loser

Yeah so.. I am very hesitant to leave the hotel I'm working at because I'm really attached to it.. also for the fact that I kinda enjoy my job more than expected...

So.. question for my munchers, do you all feel the way I currently feel?

Okay I'm spacing out, will blog something more interesting soon yeah? I will really blog something interesting! Really worth a read okay! It's a promise!

Annyeong! It's a promise~!