Analytical Mind

D-15

Hello everyoneeee. It's a new week! How are your holidays coming along? If not, there's one more week left before freedom! You can do it everyone! Just give it your best shot!

Anyways, just wanted to pop in with a quick post before I leave all the way till Friday, or at least till something pops up in the week.

Not to mention that I should be doing my RJ at the moment but I'm not....

Hehehe.

Anyways, why analytical? Because I realised that while having a brain that constantly analyses things everywhere everytime, which is good la, there are sometimes where I just want my brain to act dumb for abit.

I mean like, you could just give me one small clue, and I'll eventually figure out whatever the hell you're gonna do.

Act discreet and I'll suspect even more, I observe people alot, especially when I'm daydreaming, so their strange behaviour and actions do not escape me so easily.

For example, last year my juniors kinda wanted to surprise me with a present, but before they could even give it to me I kinda guessed what the present was 2 weeks before my birthday wtf. I've never felt so frustrated and guilty in my entire life.
I mean I appreciate it la, but I really wanna try being surprised once in a while...


I do have times where I was really surprised by my family or friends. Like how my dad suddenly brought home a camera for me or when my juniors surprised me with a huge board with my name on it, filled with their messages on how much they love me and more hahaha.

It's these kinda surprising things that makes my day really, and the memories captured after that are even better, heck, whenever I'm sad I just have to replay that memory in my head and I'll unconsciously smile to myself.

Yeah, so, that's my wish. Just to be surprised. It's abit hard though considering how I'll just act surprised so that nobody gets disappointed that their surprise plan failed but yeah.... I wanna be genuinely surprised. Is it so hard for a person with a superpower to ruin their own surprises?

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