Perceive

You know those days where you just get irritated/annoyed at everything that moves? Heck you even get irritated at things that don't move. 

I've never actually physically experience this till this week.

If you know me well, you would know that I'm pretty easy-going. I don't get pissed off really easily and I tend to like to joke around alot.

But lately, I don't even have the slightest mood to joke around. Is this what stress is?

I have no idea. I mean like I feel like I may cause harm to the others around me.

Take yesterday for example, my friend grabbed my chair and I physically glared at him. I think he nearly peed his pants. Another one was when my friend was calling out for me repeatedly and I replied "What?" in a really cold manner. It came out harsher than I expected so I felt really guilty about it.

To the people experiencing my rage, I'm sorry okay. I don't know what's happening to me either. I think it's because of stress. I think so, if not then I don't know what is going on with me either. Shit I got so irritated yesterday I nearly threw my phone out of my school's balcony wtf.

Maybe cuz the tests are really close by and I really don't want to do badly for it, which is why I'm trying to study my ass off for it. 

Also, my class has quite a number of ass kissers (suck ups), and I hate nothing more than ass kissers and assumption makers.

Seriously, these people? They should burn in the deepest depths of hell. Screw you and your ass kissing. Go kiss some other's class' faci's ass.

Anyways, just wanted to say that I'm really sorry for being moody-ish. I've been really exhausted lately and time is really not playing in my favour these days. Plus the fact that I have to get up at 0500 everyday and then go study on Saturday in the early wee hours. Yeah. Maybe thats why.

Sorry guys, really. This is my sincerest apology.